Isn't it weird that you can be content or even happy one minute and then, out of no where...not? I contemplated writing this post but I figure I'm using this as a personal journal of my journey in Vermont so I'll just stick with it. I have only been here about 2 months and it feels like an eternity; it makes me wonder how I'm supposed to survive 4 years. For the most part I'm a pretty optimistic and happy person that is grateful for all that God has given me. I really hope his plan for me is something amazing because I truly felt like my life was perfect before I left -- minus the part about Pharmacy school.
The last couple of weeks have just been so intensely packed and it makes me wonder if I'm ready for this emotional roller coaster. I am completely emotionally drained like exhausted to the point where I sometimes just feel nothing. We had our second Biochemistry test today. I took a 5 hour nap(sleep) after. When Mr. AL asked how it went, without a second of hesitation I just answered "it was fine, but anyways..." HAH talk about denial. I ended up watching Mulan (remind me to explain my reasons for why Mulan is the most LEGIT disney princess) with some friends tonight.
I forgot how much I love this movie and how totally awesome the songs are! I've been asking Mr. AL to watch with me but I ended up having to watching without him, tear (insert hand gesture). Right after watching the movie is where the "not so happy" feelings just flooded the gates. I think I am getting my first boughts of home sick-ness. I just miss my friends, my sister,my parentals, the Marles, and AL. No matter how happy I am I feel this emptiness inside, like things are missing. Some things just can not be fixed with virtual hugs.
The weather in Vermont SUCKS! I kid you not there was a freaking hurricane happening outside yesterday/last night/ now. I have never seen such temperamental winds. My classroom has a panel of windows and looking outside I noticed the trees were horizontal...that's never a good sign. So instead, you get a lovely picture of HOME.
Sorry for the long entries with the lack of real pictures but when you don't feel cute it's hard to look cute!
Little snipet of our lives:
Steph: OMG my friend sent me a link that says LV outlet? I think it's fake though because it says $60 for the Speedy bag.
Adrian: Isn't there a Chanel outlet at Cabazon Outlets?
S: WHAT!?!? A CHANEL outlet, how did I NOT know about this...(frantically googling)
A: Oh...wait, maybe it's a COACH Outlet....